I haven't done a ramble post in a while. Just one of those days where i'm feeling, i don't know, depressed with life? It seems like my life is becoming more of an obligation - to the point that time just speeds by and i'm wondering, what have i done lately that's truly made me happy? Sometimes i just wish i didn't have any priorities so i don't end up disappointing anyone. Because even after all the hurdles you've achieved over your last years, to prove yourself to someone, one simple mistake and that's the thing that everyone remembers. Where's the justice in that.
With that said, its no wonder i can never appreciate myself well enough to exert the confidence i so desperately seek. And with all the melodramatic negativity that somehow manages to find its way to me - well, a person can only handle so much. I just wonder how much more of this i can take..
Labels: rambles
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