I'm strong enough.
I'm actually pretty happy with myself. I handled my situation far better than how i handled it last year. Well maybe it's also cause last year wasn't exactly that proper but this time we've sorted things out first.
I saw him today and i just smiled to myself. I didn't break down or choose to ignore him (actually wanted to say hi but i don't think he saw me). Instead, i just thought about what happened between us before and thanked God that it did. Another life lesson learnt and it will definitely help me be stronger.
Chris Brown's 'With You' was playing in the car on the way home and it made me think of him. I still miss him sometimes but what can i do, i gotta let him go. Then there was Jordin Spark's 'Tattoo' and some parts of her song lyrics really caught my attention.
Sorry but I have to move on/gotta be strong
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
And then i just saw this quote that someone sent through a forwarded email;
"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by work.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice."
So yes, it still takes time but i'm slowly getting there. This is the grown up girl in me talking yo. Aren't you proud? Hehe :)
but
Till the next post,
hugs and kisses.
Labels: life, music, rambles, random
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